if you want to have a father you must first be a daughter she said you are a self-serving daughter you have forgotten how to be a daughter, he has convictions she said you have desires desires but not convictions, you have built walls she said hard walls cold hard impenetrable heart contemptible mean vicious she said check your tongue you have maligned him she said contemptible words inciting untrue words self-centered rebellious hostile words you are a character assassin hard-hearted rebellious ugly sentiments she said they are lies flawed thoughts your thoughts are flawed but I said I need a voice she said consider the impact of your tongue vicious mean contemptible words careless words she said renounce them she said they are false false narratives, lies she said wild conclusions slanderous self-serving narratives false allegations, she said he was silenced silenced you successfully silenced him she said but he silenced me, you justify yourself she said you dismiss his rage and proceed with your own will, righteous rage she said my son listen to my words and don’t stray she said he who listens is wise but no one listens to me, he is silenced but he silenced me but she said I silenced him, he is a good father she said good father in the image of God he bears the image of god she said but don’t I also bear, false teachings she said you have false ideas of love worldly wisdom she said you are the reason for the divide it is you you are wrong unforgiving bitter she said deep down you know you are wrong, he is a truth-teller truth seeker she said truth and he stands on conviction she said you think it’s unkind but it’s a line a line in the sand she said and you are impenetrable to everything but predetermined desires, renounce them she said rebellious scandalous wayward, don’t expect the outcome to change she said you are building walls with your tongue, vicious contemptible mean she said guard your heart because out of it can come a wellspring of evil evil or life it should be life life guard your heart because from it flows the springs of life you have false ideas of love she said you have been tragically deceived and so she said we forgive you, I love you she said to heaven and back
11 May 2023